Sketched

It is normal, when people are growing up. And same here, me either.

My life book is getting thicker. I sketched and painted different motives and colors everyday.

Somehow, i just make it blank, somehow i make it full.

Just like life's journey.

Now i'm 17, yet still counting. I dont know when its gonna end.

Everyday i step on my way, nowhere to go.

Im getting closer to the real world, when i have to step in my own foot.

People come and go in my life, but some stay.

People change. And me too, i change.

There are times i feel like i can understand nobody.

Even some of my closes.

They said something, then break it. They promised something, then break it.

They come to me if they need me, they nice if they need me.

They hurt me if they want to, but im not supposed to hurt them, im not allowed to.

Not everytime, not everyone. Just sometimes, some of them.

Is this the real life? Way closer to the real world?

It's hard life then, dude.

I dont wanna be negative, i try to find some positives.

I got many things, i learnt many things.

Im stronger, day by day.

I know how to deal many situations

I have many experiences.

I know what are my goods and bads.

I know which i should change to become someone better.

I know whos the real whos the fake.

I know who deserve to be loved, who dont.

I know many things.

And I know, God will always beside me to protect me and lead all my way.

In my age, i know, im still technically imbalance.

Soon, probably i change a bit.

Mature and strong.

But deep inside, im still me.

Someone you used to know, someone you used to love.

I am me, good me.

Sahabat Jiwa

Sahabat itu bukan hanya bertemu di saat kita sulit, bahkan di saat kebahagiaan itu tiba kita pun tidak akan pernah menemukannya.
Karena sejatinya ketulusan hati tidak dapat dilihat apalagi dirasakan.
Semakin dia berguna semakin sulit tau apa2 yang membahagiakan telah diperbuatnya.
Dia seperti jiwa tidak terlihat, dan dia tidak akan pernah menunjukkan kepada kita tentang kebaikan yang dilakukannya.
Sejatinya sahabat hanya ada dalam jiwa tidak pernah dan tak akan pernah kita mengenal apalagi bertemu dengannya.
Dia ada di hati yang menjerit-jerit
Orang bijak mengatakan kebaikan tidak pernah menunggu balasnya.

harry koko santoso

face painting

Today's awesome!

My school had a Christmas party, kinda late, but who cares? :)
It was fun. Totally.

We had percussion contest, and my class was great eventhough we're not the winner :p hehehe.
All students were asked to use Batik for today.
I wore my Pekalongan's one :)

with sisca :)

cute ears :D

And i got my face painting :)
Zoraya made it for me :)


kewl.kewl.kewl.kewl.
i'm lovin' it <3

our face painting

Hand painting :p

Mom made it. It's lipstick :p

"I find that putting my make up on and playing with different looks is really relaxing for me before the show. "
Martina McBride

save the butterflies :(

I don't understand.

technically imbalance

i just don't understand with myself lately.
i couldn't even control my feelin'
i kept crying for something stupid.
i got frustrated by little things.
i wanted some answers for my unimportant questions.
i missed my childhood much.
i craved for something abstrack.
and so on and so on..

08.09.10

eight nine ten.

such a good line of numbers i think :)

Well, last Wednesday 08.09.10 i went to Dufan to do some fun with some of my pals, just like what i wrote on the previous post.
It was fun, totally amusing! hehe
Dufan wasn't so busy, so we didn't need to queue in some of vehicles. especially for arung jeram, we played it 7 times hahahaha.

from left: vaness.sasongko.peppy.cindi.me.ciponk.aswin.keket.(amul took the picture)

yeah, i'll keep this as a memory. thanks! and i'm sure, soon i'll miss this moment.
  
We do not remember days, we remember moments.  -Cesare Pavese, The Burning Brand

 "One of the greatest things about being a teenager is the sharing, the closeness and the great times you have with your friends."
---Unknown

♥,

jane

friendship

"You may find another me but I’ll never look for another you. You may care for another me but I’ll care for no one but you. Know why? Cause they can never be you."

 just a quick post. good night universe.

♥,

jane

now or never

September list

1 go to dufan with some of my friends
2 buy gerbera daisies for myself
3 go to Kota Tua
4 have my mid semester test
5 do some meetings
6 have quality time with my girls
7 swim
8 have the town's library id card
9 be a good driver
10 get some good scores
11 do the 500 words essay
12 online shopping
13 do some crazy projects
14 do something with my Robin Koch
15 girl's projects with my sis
16 have a quality time with my family
17 buy some chocolates and chitato-es
18 buy a new pair of shoes
19 spend good times with my hen-hao-pengyou
20 meet new people
21 go to the beach
22 be a better person


life is just like a war, once you start, it'll never be the same as before.

♥,

jane

gerbera

"cause you're the sunshine of my life"

♥,

jane